Randomness and New Year~~

Went to check out my mum's new house today.
well, not a house actually, it's an apartment.
It's empty but kinda chink out though.
The place is still so clean and new.

But unfortunately, i'm not living in Subang for my further studies anymore.
Maybe i'll go Malacca for my foundation.
If my dad lets me, that is.
He's such a difficult person ALWAYS.
In my opinion, he just can't forgive and forget.
And likes to blame other people for his misfortunes. and i mean always and always and always..
I think 'forever' suit this phrase..
blame people forever.

You think you're so smart and so oh-so-mighty??
i'm ashamed that i call you my 'dad'.
the person who do illegal things yet nobody knows.
the person who mistreat his wife and nobody knows.
the person who blame on people when he is at fault.
the person who goes crazy when he loses.
Yet i'm still tied to that stupid string to you.

I have to brace myself and talk to you about my future now.
i cant run away anymore, and my mum cant help me this time.
why are you so unreasonable??? why cant mum talk to you about my future plans??
I'm bad at these kind of stuff. yet i cant be supported by someone else.
I tried my best to avoid you and to avoid seeing your miserable face.
I don't think your ears are good for listening anyway.
you just like to babble about the past and blame on other people some more. =.=

*sigh* why am i in this body anyway?
sometimes, i do get kinda jealous when i see my friend's parents.
They are one big happy family.
to those people like this, i really envy you.
You should be happy because your life is not like mine.
I never have the joy of experiencing something like "family".
Although i'm also quite happy with my life right now, it will never cover up that whole in me.

Suddenly... i feel like i'm all alone in this world...

=.=... this kind of mood doesn't suit and appeal to me..
but i'm only human, it's natural to get a whiplash of moods.
HAH~~ oh well, this is my life.
OH, New year is coming~~~~

I have a few resolutions for year 2010.
So 2010, you better treat me good next year. >.<
My high school life has ended and here~~~

1. Never get depress by something minor.

2. Save money dear. you're not a child anymore. Don't spend like there's no tomorrow.

3. SAY NO TO FAST FOOD!! but max one month can eat twice la.. don't be so hard on yourself.

4. Don't do things like hangat-hangat tahi ayam. I wonder if i'm correct or not. my BM sucks.

5. No cursing when you are driving hun. Stop those malaysians habits.

6. Work! i never done any real work before. i'm such a princess. T.T BAAAD.

7. Never cry in front of mum again when she say something. i'm so touchy when she talks in her angry tone. weak point, go away~~

8. Study hard. Focus hard. and play hard!

9. Don't buy makeup anymore. you have loads but you seldom use it. and make-up ruins you although i like it.

10. I want that Wii~~~

11. Don't forget your friends from high school no matter where you are.

12. Go out more, but don't spend much money on it. [i'm such an otaku. >.<]

13. Don't talk nonsense! think before you speak!

14. Get rid of that stupid brainless part of me. I'm not exactly dumb. be intelligent!

15. Get a serious boyfriend.. Zz...

16. Sleep early~~~ [the hardest task]

17. Learn piano~ Learn how to dance~ [if got $$ and time]

18. Be crazy about nickkhun.. =DDD

*SHRIEK~~* uber hawtness~~ *shriek more*
Y are you so damn cute and good-looking. XD

actually there's a lot more.. but i cant write it all out right now when i can't think of anything else yet. I don't think the list will stop.. it will just go on forever and ever and ever and ever~~~ @.@

Well, that's it then~

Late update: Christmas day~

It's past Christmas already..
i'm so slow on updating.. >.<
i was too lazy and i was busy watching drama.. hehehe
but since i have the time now..
i decided to blog.

Lately i dont have anything interesting to upload.
so that's why i seldom update.
if i have internet in the first place then it would be different though.
LAPTOP.. i need one!~!!!
shit.. but i have to work for my Satan dad first.
Oh well.....

Went to Genting again for Christmas.
but i was kinda sad at first cause just one of my bestie made it.
=( and i didnt know i have so few real friends.
but thankfully, ann called some of her bsb frenz and her couzy.
We had a blast though we don't quite know each other.
=D and they are really friendly and crazy.
10 points fer them. lolx

We went there by bus from Putra something...
Arrived about 1pm.
Then we checked in and walk around genting.
Played some arcade game and walk around somemore.
my leg was killing me until today. >.<
We were so unlucky. WHY?
When we went to the cinema and we were arguing about watching either Avatar or Princess and some frog(=P).
Many of them voted for P&F but i wanted to watch Avatar so badly.
after a long time of threatening and waiting in the line,
apparently there were not enuf place for our group to sit for either of the movie.
we were all stumped. =.=
ah fudge-face. i wanted to watch AVATAR!!
maybe next time.. T.T

Next, we went to the karaoke room.
and then there....
when we asked for booking........
"sorry ar, fully booked for the day"
FOR THE DAY.. shitty.. Zz..
then no choice le.. we walk around and around..
played bowling, and shooting..
and... i forgot.. bad memory.. >.<

it was so cold at night.
i nearly freeze.
we went outside the hotel for countdown.
there were so many people there like we expected.
but last year, i think there was more youngster.
but nevermind.
This year, i got quite a lot of unexpected calls and wishes from ma friends.
Thanks for all the wishes you guys. haha.

oh, there was this guy whos birthday was on the same day.
i think his group sang too when our group was singing the bday song.
i wished him Happy birthday.
and then his friend came by and said...
"hey, can i take a pic with you??"
O.o.. i was so high i didnt care who was it.
i said yes and pose to the camera...
xP until now.. i really didnt saw his face properly.
so i dont really know how he looks like.. bwahahah~

mummified version of Lim Jo Ann..
Still can smile till so perverted.
of course la, got someone with her ady.
haiz... i'm jealous of my frens..
i can even list them.
ann with dave..
liz with i-forgot-the-name..
rence with her switz guy
zoe with her long relationship with min
ly... =.= don wanna say ady..

i'm hopeless...........
Well, let's move on shall we.. ^^

Nice alien pics huh? xD

Thx to Alex,
who suddenly called us up at night after we were asleep,
and then ruining our night of resting,
we discovered this car...
so irresistible.

Some of them are still up even though its 5am in the morning..
they decided to play rock paper scissors,
and those who lose must do pumping 10 times one round..
crazy.. lolx.
i didnt play bcz as you know.. i'm really weak and lembik. =P
so i decided to watch them as they play.
but i ended up back into the room to sleep.
cz i cant take it anymore..
really very sleepy.. Zz..

SO tat concludes ma day at there..
^^ tata...
back to my business..
wanna watch boys over flower. XD


i'm lazy to forward it.. so here..

Here's the only real handbook you will to bring along everywhere you go.....TRUST ME...IT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE...if you will allow it to...


1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time for prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9 Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't overdo. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

32. Do the right thing!
33. Always speak the truth even if it leads to your death.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Last but not the least:
40. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.

Pre-u? A-level?? SAM??? degree?? omigosh

yes, when we graduate from middle school.
there is always a dilemma.

Work or not to work
Holiday or not to holiday
spend or not to spend
shop or not to shop

and then there is a whole lot of probs for those who pursue further studies..

College or uni?
Near or far?
foundation/a level/sam/mufy/diploma/form 6????
account/mass com/pr/engineering/psycho??
local or overseas? twinning??? wat the??!??

O.o it's one hell of a headache.. i tell ya..
i was so blur at first when my mum ask me what i wanna study.
Firstly, i thought of become a graphic designer.
and then a tour guide..
the next thing, psychologist [finally i learnt the spelling]
and then now, the present one, accountant.

yeap, accounts.. the subject that i didnt take for my SPM.
why? because i didnt know wat to do anymore.
to be realistic la, this job really offer lots of money if i get really high post in the future.
it's not easy though.. you have to sit like 10+ papers for 10 years.
Aim to get ACCA.. but i think it's really really really hard..
at least i can dream.. =P

but then i'm keeping my options open.
i will take foundation first then decide.
engineering sounds kinda good too. i mean i love fixing things and physics..
and yeah...

Since i came to Subang,i have went to
Taylor open day [if you're darn rich, dont waste it oso.. it is still money.. this college really ar.. $$$$]
Sunway open day
Inti open day

but then i'm planning to study in MMU in Malacca baby~
most of my relatives graduated there.
that is why.. actually its okay la i think.
it doesnt cost much oso.. so its perfect.

AND I'm really really really SERIOUSLY glad when me and my mum met my relatives when we were at taylor..
my aunt really help me a lot..
she even explain most of the things about further study really well..
even better than the college deans and lecturer or whatever..
and she is multi-purpose.. =D hahah~
cz she can explain a lot of different things..

She said in her opinion, i would like architecture or engineering.
architecture... O.o... it sounds good but then..
for this subject i really need a lot of money n must study abroad.
It's impossible when i'm in this situation. my dad is 'broke'.. Zz..
engineering sounds good though.. she is also in this field.
..... i'll just go with the flow for now... i guess.. =(

i'm starting to feel i like to blurt a lot
and i'm unorganize.... my words are all over.. X[
nahz.. whatever.. i'm just expressing~~
for those who loves weird and random stuffs..
i recommend this guy's blog..
i'm so hooked i'm reading every post.. XD


Days ..

Pretty ar???
pretty creepy got la.. wahahaha..
i did this.... thing when i'm bored at night..
i couldnt sleep bcz i slept till late afternoon.
boredom really make ppl do some shitty stuffs.
but i'm glad i did this, if not i think i would kill myself. Zzz..
i even created a name for "it".. it's called the "Pin-a-Note voodoo doll"
I took some pin and stab it, so it looks like a cursing voodoo.
and then i discovered i can stab it together with a memo.
cool huh?? =DDD
i'm so creative.. wahhaha

This is the picture i took when i was on the way to Subang.
I was shocked when i saw the clouds over at kl was yellow..
yes, it's really YELLOW.. the dirty kind..
you can see a lil colour here, but u should see the reality one.
i think u'll noe what i mean if you're here.
i was comparing the front view with the back view(the place where i came from)
really big difference la.. i think it's because of the pollution these days..
*sigh* when will humans learn...
never, i think..


fudge face~~ weeeee~~~~

Nice huh? but i wouldnt buy anything from this store..
because i have no money..
=P my whole account money oso cant afford.. wahaha

ADVISE to ALL: when you're shopping, please do not buy foods which are in some plastic box like this one, which they will move here n move there..
then it will become like capalang sai.. Zz..
i was the one tat was carrying it.. =.=
because of my "sopan santun" behaviour, i was swaying the plastic bag like there was no 2moro
because i forgot there were 'unstable' food inside.. =P
HURRAAA for clumsiness and care-free-ness~~ xP

Back to the appartment.. [visiting i mean]

Nice huh?
i was lucky to see this snail in front of me when i was sitting on the balcony-like place.
It's rare for me to see these creatures nowadays.

Fei Zai and fei mui swimming..
The Fantastic Four.. of chaos.. =.=
there is no moment of silent even if one of them is here..
FOUR.. omg, a handful!!

and 'somebody's' bday is too~~ xD wahaha
Happy Early birthday to Isabelle Chia Ling, my babe forever.[24 dec]
And to my dearest kai jie, Bloosom Ai ai.[25 dec]
Happy Bday to you too Mummy. [today]
i'm sorry i forgot.. need u to remind me.. wahaha~
i didnt even buy a gift too.. D=
nvm.. next year buy 2.. if i got money.. wahhaa~ =P

HOLY COW... i'm updating

How are you? I'm fine.. thank you...

who am i kidding??? LOLX!
finally, internet back!! thx u Digi for the wonderful deal of RM5 per day..
if not, it will eat my liver out to be online.. Zz..

and *bum bum bum*... LAST PAPER for SPM next week.. was it weds or thurs?
i forgot.... watever then.. =P Chem.. i havent touch yet.. wahaha

Well, speaking of SPM, there are some must-do things for everyone..
well, this is mine...:

1. colour and cut my hair of damnation..
2. go out with frens..
3. go out more with frens.
4. Enjoy freedom..
5. backpack travelling!! the more the better.
7. Laugh like a maniac.
8. Find money.. work.. or maybe look on the ground for some money miracle.. hehe
9. kick some arse/fanny.
10. lap top~~~
11. almost forgot, after bday.. LICENSE and CAR!!!!!! DRIVE BABY, DRIVE.
12........ i dono wat anymore..

13. Oh yeah. friggin NS. F*ck face..
14. Curse more to my bitches.. =P

That's it fer now~
toodles.. bleh..
i mean Ciaoz~~