12/1/12 Blokus

It's been a long time since I've been to Pitstop. Took some time off to get some fresh air (if there is any) with some friends. :) There's this particular block game that I like to play and it's called blokus!

It is not easy playing this game, I tell  ya. Strategy strategy strategy!

With shasha..

..and Sylvia. She just presented her Korean performance. :P

I wonder why young people nowadays like to press their phone
 even if their friends is right in front of them. :/
I'm no different,
but I only press it to imitate them or when I try to avoid talking.
Or when I'm REALLY bored.
I see a rant post coming up soon!

Colourful bunch

me and my roommate ♥

and our funny expression when we're being flashed. XD


Green eyed monster

You don't want to mess with it.

The jealous are troublesome to others, but a torment to themselves.  -William Penn

I know I envy people. But it didn't know I could manifest a whole bunch of this negative energy inside myself until my mind subconsciously tells me that I am seriously very very very jealous of something/someone.

Today, I woke up because of a nightmare I had. I realized that I have a really big problem dealing with envy. (I can't really remember every part of the dream, only some vague part of it) There is these two people, a male and a female, who is always side by side, always talking, always laughing and sharing good times with each other. They are very close to each other. And I'm standing up on a balcony watching them enjoying themselves. Frankly, it was a sore sight to me. As I couldn't take it, I waved at them to try to get some attention. A part of me wants to break them apart. Badly. I felt ignored. Seriously, ignored. I'm heard or seen, but there wasn't any positive responses. Finally, I couldn't take it, I feel like running away from that place. I ran down the stairs, and halfway, I saw one of them climbing up. I yelled "I hate you" and I stomped angrily into my room, then locked myself in.

Somehow, they made it into my locked room. I'm sitting at the sofa, trying my very best to avoid eye contact with them. I even blocked my view with a pillow. The female tried to talked to me and even offered me some tea. I rejected her offer. I felt sick being around the two of them so I ran out of the room and out of the building. As I ran out of the house, I saw them sitting at the balcony, where I used to stand staring at them, and they were again having a jolly good time, as if they were continuing what they were doing before my "intrusion".

I felt disappointed. I felt lonely. I felt out of place. I felt like I was a nuisance, that I was actually ruining their moments together. Most of all, I felt unwanted. I was hoping one of them would maybe chase and stop me from leaving, but that didn't happen. Well, actually I was hoping for the specific one of them to do that. Not both of them, but only that one person.

The weirdest and wackiest part was this. The scene. We were in a wooden beach-house. There were sands and all. After I saw them at the balcony, I decided to hide back under it to avoid them from seeing the pathetic me throwing a horrible tantrum. (It was pride, okaaaaaaay?) Suddenly, I noticed that there was this one old man sitting at a rocking chair smiling at me. Automatically, I smiled back at him. Then, I saw weird dogs surrounding the house. Some were pups. I tried to pet one of the dogs, but it stood up (humanly) when I poked it's face and then I realize, they were natives in dog disguise. They told that the pups were real though and not native kids in disguise. [pokerface] But the pup quickly became an angry midget trying to throw tennis balls at everyone when I tried to pet it.

What the fuck moment please. 

I woke up when the pup was trying to throw tennis balls at me. I'm like...... dazed. 
Then I couldn't sleep back. Tried to but couldn't.
It was 7.30am in the morning when I woke up. 8am when I really got up and went to brush my teeth.
The green eyed monster has made me suffer today. With a bizarre sense of humor.

New blog *not*

After 4 years of blogging in this blog here, I've decided to create a new one. :|
I want a blank book for me to write in. As for vintagebabylove.blogspot.com, I'll just leave it as it is.

My new journal
It's more like a diary for me right now. So, I think I'll post personal boring things there. And more funny/public rants/complains on people who i will step on/whatsoever not personal things in vintagebabylove
Oh well.. 

Hope to see you there! :)

You know what? Fuck that. I'm gonna continue everything on this blog. OH HAIL!!!

Sharing session : DIY traffic light

Engineering students? I'm one of them but I don't feel like I am. I mean I don't even know what I'm studying right now. I've been skipping classes since my midterm! Halleluyah. I'm like [insert fuckthatshit meme face] and whatthehell, I'll just go on living this life without any clue as for now and until I find a useful way to apply it to my daily life. 

Well, at least I had fun building this traffic light system. 
If only we did it earlier the our circuit would be perfectly fine, but I guess there isn't any "early" in a student's life. :|

Messy table

Our very neat timing circuit and sequential circuit.

and then comes the complicated shwt

and now comes the complicated end-result.
Using 3 breadboards like a boss. 
Out of the 9 LED lights, only 3 have some malfunction. Should I be proud or what?
Oh, this little thingy-ma-jingy here has been destroyed and put away. Goodbye and good riddance.

Random post of the moment

Beer? Never liked it, and never will. It's bitter and it smells funky. I've vomited once because of this Starker beer, I would never want to try it again. It feels like I'm about to die, and I can't do anything about it. Cause every second of the moment after it's inside my system for half an hour, makes me feel like I'm incapable of doing anything. I can't stand, I can't sit still, I can't think properly, I can't stop swearing, I laugh without any good reason. At least I didn't pass out, and I don't ever want to pass out because of alcohol. Or any other reason. 
Bottom line is. I don't drink. 
I think I'll just stick to just being drunk because of coffee or tea. Thank you.

The vest looks so good. Definitely a turn-on. Never really looked at male's apparel seriously because my brother wears graphic tees and that is all he needs. I guess the time will come soon when he decided to wear different styles of clothing. When he hits twenty I guess? Hmm, 5 years to go.

Remember these? If you do then you're childhood is awesome! I used to have them with me all the time when I was in kindergarten and primary school. I miss the old times. It's rare to see vintage candies anymore. Should have bought some when I took this picture, but I didn't. Mainly because I don't like sweets now. If I did bought it, I think I'll plan to display it with the other vintage candies and toys like trophies for everyone to see. Well, another regret that I have to add to my list.

Haven't been taking much photogenic pictures of things and people. I guess this will do for now. Camera, I still adore you, but my feelings have changed, and some times I feel like you're a nuisance when you're not. I should have used you to take down precious moments but I've abused you to take vainglorious pictures of myself that I will never show to anyone but me. I think I'm mental. I'm talking to a camera via writing. I think I have lost my good brain.

First post of 2012

My new year's resolution
Seriously? Fuck that shit.

I've been failing my new year's resolution every year so I won't bother writing any this year. :D

Oh, my hands have been itching to blog, but yet I have no idea what to write. Plus, I've been feeling down recently and for some time now. Reason?
Well............................ Seriously, I can't think of any good reason why I'm acting like a jackass moping bitch. I'm depressing and I know it. *no LMFAO pun intended* I don't want me to continue to be like this anymore. I want the old "don't know don't care" me back! Where I'm a hella optimistic and random and happier person. Where I wouldn't over-think things and won't worry about the things that could or could not happen. Well. Because it's non-of my "present" me business! I'll start worrying when it hits me. *plays angry bird's "weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~" sound effect*

But I want these things to happen to me this year though.
To be happy and enjoy life as if everyday was my last day on Earth. *It's 2012, and if the Mayan's were correct, at least I won't have to suffer in studying in MMU anymore*
Grab opportunities when it presents itself.
Not to be shy, cause that would destroy that window of opportunities.
Oh, I want to take more picture moments this year. I've been hiding my camera too much lately.

Hmm.. still sounds hard to accomplish.
Well, one step at a time then!

Signing off for now!