Randomness and New Year~~

Went to check out my mum's new house today.
well, not a house actually, it's an apartment.
It's empty but kinda chink out though.
The place is still so clean and new.

But unfortunately, i'm not living in Subang for my further studies anymore.
Maybe i'll go Malacca for my foundation.
If my dad lets me, that is.
He's such a difficult person ALWAYS.
In my opinion, he just can't forgive and forget.
And likes to blame other people for his misfortunes. and i mean always and always and always..
I think 'forever' suit this phrase..
blame people forever.

You think you're so smart and so oh-so-mighty??
i'm ashamed that i call you my 'dad'.
the person who do illegal things yet nobody knows.
the person who mistreat his wife and nobody knows.
the person who blame on people when he is at fault.
the person who goes crazy when he loses.
Yet i'm still tied to that stupid string to you.

I have to brace myself and talk to you about my future now.
i cant run away anymore, and my mum cant help me this time.
why are you so unreasonable??? why cant mum talk to you about my future plans??
I'm bad at these kind of stuff. yet i cant be supported by someone else.
I tried my best to avoid you and to avoid seeing your miserable face.
I don't think your ears are good for listening anyway.
you just like to babble about the past and blame on other people some more. =.=

*sigh* why am i in this body anyway?
sometimes, i do get kinda jealous when i see my friend's parents.
They are one big happy family.
to those people like this, i really envy you.
You should be happy because your life is not like mine.
I never have the joy of experiencing something like "family".
Although i'm also quite happy with my life right now, it will never cover up that whole in me.

Suddenly... i feel like i'm all alone in this world...

=.=... this kind of mood doesn't suit and appeal to me..
but i'm only human, it's natural to get a whiplash of moods.
HAH~~ oh well, this is my life.
OH, New year is coming~~~~

I have a few resolutions for year 2010.
So 2010, you better treat me good next year. >.<
My high school life has ended and here~~~

1. Never get depress by something minor.

2. Save money dear. you're not a child anymore. Don't spend like there's no tomorrow.

3. SAY NO TO FAST FOOD!! but max one month can eat twice la.. don't be so hard on yourself.

4. Don't do things like hangat-hangat tahi ayam. I wonder if i'm correct or not. my BM sucks.

5. No cursing when you are driving hun. Stop those malaysians habits.

6. Work! i never done any real work before. i'm such a princess. T.T BAAAD.

7. Never cry in front of mum again when she say something. i'm so touchy when she talks in her angry tone. weak point, go away~~

8. Study hard. Focus hard. and play hard!

9. Don't buy makeup anymore. you have loads but you seldom use it. and make-up ruins you although i like it.

10. I want that Wii~~~

11. Don't forget your friends from high school no matter where you are.

12. Go out more, but don't spend much money on it. [i'm such an otaku. >.<]

13. Don't talk nonsense! think before you speak!

14. Get rid of that stupid brainless part of me. I'm not exactly dumb. be intelligent!

15. Get a serious boyfriend.. Zz...

16. Sleep early~~~ [the hardest task]

17. Learn piano~ Learn how to dance~ [if got $$ and time]

18. Be crazy about nickkhun.. =DDD

*SHRIEK~~* uber hawtness~~ *shriek more*
Y are you so damn cute and good-looking. XD

actually there's a lot more.. but i cant write it all out right now when i can't think of anything else yet. I don't think the list will stop.. it will just go on forever and ever and ever and ever~~~ @.@

Well, that's it then~

Late update: Christmas day~

It's past Christmas already..
i'm so slow on updating.. >.<
i was too lazy and i was busy watching drama.. hehehe
but since i have the time now..
i decided to blog.

Lately i dont have anything interesting to upload.
so that's why i seldom update.
if i have internet in the first place then it would be different though.
LAPTOP.. i need one!~!!!
shit.. but i have to work for my Satan dad first.
Oh well.....

Went to Genting again for Christmas.
but i was kinda sad at first cause just one of my bestie made it.
=( and i didnt know i have so few real friends.
but thankfully, ann called some of her bsb frenz and her couzy.
We had a blast though we don't quite know each other.
=D and they are really friendly and crazy.
10 points fer them. lolx

We went there by bus from Putra something...
Arrived about 1pm.
Then we checked in and walk around genting.
Played some arcade game and walk around somemore.
my leg was killing me until today. >.<
We were so unlucky. WHY?
When we went to the cinema and we were arguing about watching either Avatar or Princess and some frog(=P).
Many of them voted for P&F but i wanted to watch Avatar so badly.
after a long time of threatening and waiting in the line,
apparently there were not enuf place for our group to sit for either of the movie.
we were all stumped. =.=
ah fudge-face. i wanted to watch AVATAR!!
maybe next time.. T.T

Next, we went to the karaoke room.
and then there....
when we asked for booking........
"sorry ar, fully booked for the day"
FOR THE DAY.. shitty.. Zz..
then no choice le.. we walk around and around..
played bowling, and shooting..
and... i forgot.. bad memory.. >.<

it was so cold at night.
i nearly freeze.
we went outside the hotel for countdown.
there were so many people there like we expected.
but last year, i think there was more youngster.
but nevermind.
This year, i got quite a lot of unexpected calls and wishes from ma friends.
Thanks for all the wishes you guys. haha.

oh, there was this guy whos birthday was on the same day.
i think his group sang too when our group was singing the bday song.
i wished him Happy birthday.
and then his friend came by and said...
"hey, can i take a pic with you??"
O.o.. i was so high i didnt care who was it.
i said yes and pose to the camera...
xP until now.. i really didnt saw his face properly.
so i dont really know how he looks like.. bwahahah~

mummified version of Lim Jo Ann..
Still can smile till so perverted.
of course la, got someone with her ady.
haiz... i'm jealous of my frens..
i can even list them.
ann with dave..
liz with i-forgot-the-name..
rence with her switz guy
zoe with her long relationship with min
ly... =.= don wanna say ady..

i'm hopeless...........
Well, let's move on shall we.. ^^

Nice alien pics huh? xD

Thx to Alex,
who suddenly called us up at night after we were asleep,
and then ruining our night of resting,
we discovered this car...
so irresistible.

Some of them are still up even though its 5am in the morning..
they decided to play rock paper scissors,
and those who lose must do pumping 10 times one round..
crazy.. lolx.
i didnt play bcz as you know.. i'm really weak and lembik. =P
so i decided to watch them as they play.
but i ended up back into the room to sleep.
cz i cant take it anymore..
really very sleepy.. Zz..

SO tat concludes ma day at there..
^^ tata...
back to my business..
wanna watch boys over flower. XD


i'm lazy to forward it.. so here..

Here's the only real handbook you will to bring along everywhere you go.....TRUST ME...IT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE...if you will allow it to...


1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time for prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9 Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't overdo. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

32. Do the right thing!
33. Always speak the truth even if it leads to your death.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Last but not the least:
40. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.

Pre-u? A-level?? SAM??? degree?? omigosh

yes, when we graduate from middle school.
there is always a dilemma.

Work or not to work
Holiday or not to holiday
spend or not to spend
shop or not to shop

and then there is a whole lot of probs for those who pursue further studies..

College or uni?
Near or far?
foundation/a level/sam/mufy/diploma/form 6????
account/mass com/pr/engineering/psycho??
local or overseas? twinning??? wat the??!??

O.o it's one hell of a headache.. i tell ya..
i was so blur at first when my mum ask me what i wanna study.
Firstly, i thought of become a graphic designer.
and then a tour guide..
the next thing, psychologist [finally i learnt the spelling]
and then now, the present one, accountant.

yeap, accounts.. the subject that i didnt take for my SPM.
why? because i didnt know wat to do anymore.
to be realistic la, this job really offer lots of money if i get really high post in the future.
it's not easy though.. you have to sit like 10+ papers for 10 years.
Aim to get ACCA.. but i think it's really really really hard..
at least i can dream.. =P

but then i'm keeping my options open.
i will take foundation first then decide.
engineering sounds kinda good too. i mean i love fixing things and physics..
and yeah...

Since i came to Subang,i have went to
Taylor open day [if you're darn rich, dont waste it oso.. it is still money.. this college really ar.. $$$$]
Sunway open day
Inti open day

but then i'm planning to study in MMU in Malacca baby~
most of my relatives graduated there.
that is why.. actually its okay la i think.
it doesnt cost much oso.. so its perfect.

AND I'm really really really SERIOUSLY glad when me and my mum met my relatives when we were at taylor..
my aunt really help me a lot..
she even explain most of the things about further study really well..
even better than the college deans and lecturer or whatever..
and she is multi-purpose.. =D hahah~
cz she can explain a lot of different things..

She said in her opinion, i would like architecture or engineering.
architecture... O.o... it sounds good but then..
for this subject i really need a lot of money n must study abroad.
It's impossible when i'm in this situation. my dad is 'broke'.. Zz..
engineering sounds good though.. she is also in this field.
..... i'll just go with the flow for now... i guess.. =(

i'm starting to feel i like to blurt a lot
and i'm unorganize.... my words are all over.. X[
nahz.. whatever.. i'm just expressing~~
for those who loves weird and random stuffs..
i recommend this guy's blog..
i'm so hooked i'm reading every post.. XD


Days ..

Pretty ar???
pretty creepy got la.. wahahaha..
i did this.... thing when i'm bored at night..
i couldnt sleep bcz i slept till late afternoon.
boredom really make ppl do some shitty stuffs.
but i'm glad i did this, if not i think i would kill myself. Zzz..
i even created a name for "it".. it's called the "Pin-a-Note voodoo doll"
I took some pin and stab it, so it looks like a cursing voodoo.
and then i discovered i can stab it together with a memo.
cool huh?? =DDD
i'm so creative.. wahhaha

This is the picture i took when i was on the way to Subang.
I was shocked when i saw the clouds over at kl was yellow..
yes, it's really YELLOW.. the dirty kind..
you can see a lil colour here, but u should see the reality one.
i think u'll noe what i mean if you're here.
i was comparing the front view with the back view(the place where i came from)
really big difference la.. i think it's because of the pollution these days..
*sigh* when will humans learn...
never, i think..


fudge face~~ weeeee~~~~

Nice huh? but i wouldnt buy anything from this store..
because i have no money..
=P my whole account money oso cant afford.. wahaha

ADVISE to ALL: when you're shopping, please do not buy foods which are in some plastic box like this one, which they will move here n move there..
then it will become like capalang sai.. Zz..
i was the one tat was carrying it.. =.=
because of my "sopan santun" behaviour, i was swaying the plastic bag like there was no 2moro
because i forgot there were 'unstable' food inside.. =P
HURRAAA for clumsiness and care-free-ness~~ xP

Back to the appartment.. [visiting i mean]

Nice huh?
i was lucky to see this snail in front of me when i was sitting on the balcony-like place.
It's rare for me to see these creatures nowadays.

Fei Zai and fei mui swimming..
The Fantastic Four.. of chaos.. =.=
there is no moment of silent even if one of them is here..
FOUR.. omg, a handful!!

and 'somebody's' bday is too~~ xD wahaha
Happy Early birthday to Isabelle Chia Ling, my babe forever.[24 dec]
And to my dearest kai jie, Bloosom Ai ai.[25 dec]
Happy Bday to you too Mummy. [today]
i'm sorry i forgot.. need u to remind me.. wahaha~
i didnt even buy a gift too.. D=
nvm.. next year buy 2.. if i got money.. wahhaa~ =P

HOLY COW... i'm updating

How are you? I'm fine.. thank you...

who am i kidding??? LOLX!
finally, internet back!! thx u Digi for the wonderful deal of RM5 per day..
if not, it will eat my liver out to be online.. Zz..

and *bum bum bum*... LAST PAPER for SPM next week.. was it weds or thurs?
i forgot.... watever then.. =P Chem.. i havent touch yet.. wahaha

Well, speaking of SPM, there are some must-do things for everyone..
well, this is mine...:

1. colour and cut my hair of damnation..
2. go out with frens..
3. go out more with frens.
4. Enjoy freedom..
5. backpack travelling!! the more the better.
7. Laugh like a maniac.
8. Find money.. work.. or maybe look on the ground for some money miracle.. hehe
9. kick some arse/fanny.
10. lap top~~~
11. almost forgot, after bday.. LICENSE and CAR!!!!!! DRIVE BABY, DRIVE.
12........ i dono wat anymore..

13. Oh yeah. friggin NS. F*ck face..
14. Curse more to my bitches.. =P

That's it fer now~
toodles.. bleh..
i mean Ciaoz~~

i finally updated?

Cute lil doggy..

i cant belif how many light years or aeons it had been since i last updated!

actually, there's nothing i'll like to say..
i couldn't if i wanted to, cause it's damn too much to be written down right here.
uh huh uh huh.. right~~

oh, trial just ended like last two days ago.
erm.. wait, actually there is still PJ and Art to go after the holiday.
well, whatever. never studied for those two subj anyway.
i think i did pretty good on trial.
at least i studied.. oh, n i did studied really hard for physic.
it's like intensive physic time. bleh, glad tat's over.

Yest i went to watch "Where Got Ghost" for the second time in the cinema.
Yes, second.. i'm crazy i know.
I went with Ann and some friends. Today my mum went with my bro.
It's really damn funny!! all those singapore malaysian slangs and lingo.
dang~ it's pretty scary too. it scared me quite a lot of time.
even if it was the second time for me.
after the screening we went to Glutton Square for some tea time.
Something funny happened there.
All i can say is, I can't believe there is still a grandma that stares at her granddaughter for having tea with some guys.. *gags*
Then after that we went second round at Mcd.
So many things happened..
Random words to decribe it..
Friend. Date. A lot of hot-looking guys. actually, a lil only Zzz. Lier. Hooligan. Me. Suprise. Met. The guy. Damn tall.
=P bahahaha~~ very blur indeed right?
that was the plan. lolx.

that is all i guess. i don't know what to write anymore.
I WANNA GO SWIM!!! *random*

Oh~~ 2moro gonna go to Ann's tai lou's wedding's buffet at her house.. wow, that's a lot of " 's ".
hope there would be funny or interesting thing happened there.
today was very interesting as well ady.. *grin*

bye bye bloggy~
Life is unexpected.

I know this post is going to stay at the top of my blog post for awhile.
This is a risk i have to take.
And i cant stand it anymore.

I do not friggin want to hav anything to do with guys that like you right now.
and do not take me to be a reason to "not" do something you wanted to do or be..
IF you are even thinking bout it.. bcz tats wat's in my mind.
I don't want tat kind of thing happening again like the past. like the history. ZZzz.
This has become more awkward and awkward between us.
Not only me, but all of us had stayed away from eye contact and are reluctant to say even a simple "hi" or even a smile.
What the hell is going on?!?!?

I. Dont. Want. This.
No. Not to the people i know for a long time.

Yes, i admit. I had been very angry to hear some rumours or news.
I have cursed enough and had enough fury already.
I just want nothin right now. nothin.
There are so many things i wanted to say. But it's too much for one to read or hear it.
So. thats all i have to say.
Please. I can also be a freakin fugly volcano-erupt-like beyotch if this happen the third time.
Better pray it doesnt happen.

And lastly, you are a really bad liar.
Remember the question i had asked you. "No" is a wrong answer.
An answer that is very different from the one shouting in your mind.
And it is showing its true colour as time pass by.

maniacs spotted at Old town

Yiargh!! internet, i miss you so much.. X[
But i get to embrace you for awhile only, and then we'll be apart again. T.T

Kay, let's put that aside and focus today,
since the only alone time i get for me and the laptop is like 2 hours or so. Zzz..

These are the pics i took last saturday.
Old Town. doing crazy posing and stuffs.

Sorry no time for captions. i think the pics will explain themselves.
hehe. Note: Jo Venn's party.. see for yourself. bye bye.. =P
What a rush

Hibernation Mode

Gonna hibernate again.
Going back to Teluk Intan tomorrow to resume my boring days.
Oh shyt. My homeworks.... =.=
Planning to not do BI homework cause i dont have any materials to copy from.
Yeargh~~ i wish i lived in KL. Everyday can go shopping.

*rant rant rant*


Khalil and Joanna!!

My two fav singers~!
Well, Joanna is kinda new for me.
I love her deep voice..

And of course
hyperventilating!! fuh~~~
oh hail the king of R&B. =P

I love you!!
lolx.. i mean i love your amazing voice and wonderful music...

Lots of love from Joey. haha

Rome, Italy

I swear on my hamster's dead body that i will go to Rome, Italy before i die.


dance move

I wish i could dance like this.. T.T

Some things for the ladies..

I found some vids related to make-up
i'm lazy to search for it again next time if i forget how
So here...
And i am sharing it, ain't I a good person???
apply Fake eyelashes

DIY pretty, eyelashes

Eye make-up,

for single eyelid people

big round mesmerizing eyes

Movie Marathon!!... well.. not really

10 June 2009.

i had my first

Well, does watching 2 movies in a row in the cinema count?
yes it is then. =D

I watched these movies today.

Actually, we plan to watch 3 movies
but some error occurred
and not enough time. haiz
Me, my bro, and my siao yi go only.
Siao yi took half day work today.
Originally, she planned to sleep with the time she had today. [pig la]
But then nothing to do, so we go watch movie.
Got people sponsor us go de. wahaha..
My lao gou/aunty so good. lolx.
Movie Review
[warning, may contain spoilers]
Monsters vs Aliens
It's really funny
It's kinda good too.
And oh, I watched it in 3D
*evil laugh* [i learned it from the mad Prof Cockroach =P]
Ticket money = RM17 each person.
Damn expensive. =.=
My Siao yi buy ady only she know how much it cost.
plus its Wednesday today so got discount i think.
I dont wanna know how much it cost on other days. O.o
But its a good new experience.
I wore glasses today to the cinema, so it's kinda not comfortable for me at first.
and yes, i wore two glasses when i was watching the movie.
Won't blur, so, no complains. =P
Really very 3D-ish.. Duh~ of course la, it's already in 3D. Zz.
My fav part was when tat Bob thingy says something to the selfish human guy, near the end of the movie.
Really very funny. hahahha~!
The way he wobble a green jello at his face.
[u might don unds wat i am saying unless you have watched the movie]
I laughed like a maniac with the crowds.
Angels and Demons
Boring at first, because i don't know what the hell they were saying with their science lingo or whatever.
Plus some other language.. i don't know wat language is that. =P
I yawned many times. lolx.
I think my left tear-duct is damaged,
cause my left eye is producing too much tears today.
while the other eye was staying neutral
out topic.. =P
very 'gan jeong' when the chase for the illuminati began.
That's the not-so-boring part and i stopped yawning. hehe.
Rome is so so so so SO beautiful.
I think i would love it if my future honeymoon is in Rome. lolx!

Shogun buffet experience

Life is unexpected

I was suppose to write this blog yest..
but i didn't. i don't know but i didn't
And here i am, and i will... i will update some pics too
not from my phone or camera.. but from those i found in the internet. =
Me, mummy, bro, grandma, siao yi, and my "lao gou"[aunt] went to Sunway
We went shopping and i bought many things including:

Some small piece of wig [something like this but different colour: blue and blonde]

About.... urm, actually i didn't know what time it was
but i know it was 'chow' time. =DD
the japanese buffet restaurant look something like this....

There are so many foods there.
My grandma tried to taste all of the food there by taking a small portion for each type of food that they offered.
And she ended up with a big plate of "ca-pa-lang"
Because too many food. she say haven't took all food.. these are only a few.
My gawd, i think she was starving that time. She really ate many food. lolx

There are many foods there but all of them look kinda weird.
village girl ma~~ not used to seeing things like this.
so, i just ate sushi.. and salmons... and fruits
that's all.. =P kinda stupid rite? Go there just eat sushi.. waste money.. Zzz...
but i did steal some food from my grandma. wahaha

My favourite dish was................
*drum roll*
Apple + chocolate.. =P

WAhahaha~! kinda silly i know.
Did you all notice something in the pic above?
They have a chocolate fountain!!! YIAH!!! Heaven on Earth.. ~~~~ *flys*
=P i just dip some apples on stick in it and chomp it all up.
I am really a chocoholic. lolx

Doesn't these makes you drool???

yum yum yum... lolx.